My World

2011-06-30T17:05:00.001Z

ily. why don't you get tt. just cause i'm scared. maybe mre so than you. stop.

2007-07-22T13:21:00.000Z

my last post was on the 29 of DEC la wth .. lol .. i'll blog again when i find another skin and change my url .. xD HAH BYE

2006-12-29T16:43:00.000Z

Belated Merry X'mas everyone!
too lazy to blog on christmas..haha..so yea..oh and I HAVE LOST MY FRIGGIN HANDPHONE.zzz..left it in the airport somewhr while i was working and then POOF.it was gone when i went to look for it..great right??all my contacts...GONE. so brilliant.so my mum got all worked up and scolded me like bleagh when i told her.all the trouble...haha.but at least it was an old old dinosaur phone that i lost and not a new one that i was gonna get.=D if not i would have just DIED.anyway my mum cancelled the line and got me the same number again..so at least its the same and i wont hurt my brain which is still on holiday trying to memorise it.hehehe =.= so everyone plaese tell me your number again..sorry..sms me at the same number and leave you name =) ..i'm gonna get a new phone before school starts!hahaha... i've got to..don't want it to be like last year when there was always no reception..so annoying.yups..

school starts on wed and its friday now..i dont even know whether i have all my books.. o.O and i havnet prepared for the first peer leading session..havent been checking my mail for instructions either..there's like 250 unread in there =/ omg..=D so dead hahahaha better go check..later kena scolding..again.that day i got kicked out of the house at night my my mum.so i ended up NOT SLEEPING for ONE NIGHT.i was so annoyed the next day i yelled at possibly everyoe in my house especially her.since then we've had alot more rows in between one and a half weeks.rarr.i dunno what im supposed to do on the first day of school..blur.but i know im supposed to wear pe..i think its for pl..not sure..ahh wth..dont care.forgot abt wat i was gonna blog about anyway.if i figure it out later i'll be back.but if i dont then too bad. =)

2006-12-05T15:53:00.000Z

i didnt know my last post was so long ago..lol..anyways..this shall be a HAPPY post!yes!good..happy happy...let me think wat is happy now..

I have the bestest friends around(JB,HS,JM,PW...etc)
my life is going a little better
someone is going back to taiwan
i just feel happy..cannot arr?-.-
nxt yr will be full of things
my mum is getting nicer for some reason
someone wont be coming back for a longgggg time(i think)
i can tell she hates me and i she noes that i hate her too.BUT I DONT CARE ABOUT U ANYWAYS!HAH.
there's more rain and less sun.(dont ask anything..i like dark days.)
i havent seen HERRRRRRR for a long lomg time!=D

yeas...and i finally did my links..(tell me if i missed anyone..)wahahaha..i shall be a free person soon!should be la..hmm..i shall save for a laptop!hehehe.oh..think im gonna be in CO nxt yr cuz of my %..not tt there's anything wrong=) rarr.i wont need to check which class im in tts all.pretty sure.90% sure.and maybe it's time to change template..haha..i don't feel like looking at pie anymore..zzz...lol hope teachers nxt yr are cooler.(yea rite..as if tts possible) ^^yups..lack of sleep past few days..tired.getting a new handphone tonight i think..or at least making a choice of which one to get.=D yay!oh yea..JESS!whoa!!!!!so cool la u..stretch limo..where did u go??hollywood?bet u bought a ton of stuff frm there..haha..hey..the TH craze is like going off me alrdy..but not so much =X lol..

ps...rarrrrr...a big bunble of mess..

pss..i shall not be negative

psss..for as long as i can anyways

pssss..thats alots of 's's..and adioz!

2006-10-04T11:32:00.000Z

im updating!! ^^ ok...exams suck.i almost died during science k...omg. im so not gonna pass it.im gonna retain in sec 2.for sure.. stupid.RARR.and thx to some ppl i have to wake up at like wat time to finish studying?12 at night?for science i only slept frm 9-11 and then studied all the way till morning.my mum took my phone so i cldn't call boky.(sry bok...) annoying.then EVERYTHING I STUDIED DIN EVEN COME OUT.when i saw the paper i started laughing.i think im mad.bah. those who agree say aye!
then math.i finished section A then in section B i left BLANKS.big fat blanks with NOTHING written on some questions.tell me im gonna die.sigh........its over. =S
im tired.waking up not good.studying and not having any of the questions u studied come out is not gd.math not gd.grr.
I SHALL VENT MY ANGER ON U U _____! u want everyone to comfort u!using reverse phsychology....u'd do ANYTHING and EVERYTHING to get the ATTENETION of EVERYBODY!NOW I REMEBER EVERYTHING.annoying.
ok.now.im gonna go to the ZOO tmr!!with bok and deb..we're gonna look at penguins!and snakes..and eagles!i love eagles.they're so cool dontcha think?hahaha.nvm. -.- oh oh oh!! i remember when i was younger and i asked my dad wat an ostrich was called in chinese.. he replied "ta jiu jiao da ben niao!"(it is called big stupid bird!) and i tell u...i believed him...till pr 2 when my teacher asked me what it was called..then i said "da ben niao" and she started laughing.embarrassing o.O hahahaha.idiot.
supposed to go bok's house for a sleepover thing on friday... dad's been in quite a good mood lately..hope it carries on.gonna ask him tomorrow when the exams are over...hopefully he'll say yes la.but then he always says some bloody stuff before that which irritates me alot.ahhh...anyways
this post is really colourful.hahaha.its cold!OH!let me tell u what happened on friday!!!ITS SUPER EMBARRASSING. -__- hui mei,bok and me met mrs B for extra history revision session.it was good and it kinda helped.lol...anyways..after the thing mrs B left and we were leaving..so we all stood up and i was tired.so i leaned back on the panel thing which was this board not connected to the floor or anything.SMART.VERY SMART.I FELL BACKWARD.i was like "ahhh...whoaaa!" but luckily it didnt fall all the way.=D so hui mei and bok started laughing like shit.arent they the most brilliant friends?NOT. but i cracked up too.then everyone aroung us started laughing. ><>

2006-08-31T17:02:00.000Z

hahaha..last few days have been funnn..lol been quite high sometimes for no reason...(actually..none that i can think of anyways..) went to cine today wif bok.ate KFC and THE CHICKEN WASNT COOKED!so we showed the manager and he was like"sorry ah..get u another one.." but i was like alrdy finishing with the first piece so i felt bad cuz he gave me another one. =/ haha.ANYWAY. GOT CAUGHT IN A HUGE HEAVY STORM WIF LIGHTNING AND ALL!bloody bok was like "AHHH!IM GETTING WET LA!" cuz i was sharing my umbrella wif her and walking to somerset mrt station.and the WHOLE umbrella was ALRDY practically OVER her HEAD.siao..lol..ppl must have thought we were mad??cuz we kept screaming and shouting.hah. =S
guess wat other BRILLIANT thing happened??IM NOT ALLOWED TO GO OUT FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.(till im 18 la) wtf rite?cuz my two neighbours wanted me to go play some bball wif them so i asked my dad.THEN he said "NO" in his F* irritated voice so all i said was "ok" in an ok voice and since i was hugging a pillow.i put it down.BUT BUT.HE THOUGHT I SLAMMED IT DOWN!SO HE SAID "DIU SHEN ME DIU AH!!RANG WO YOU YI TIAN ZEN DE FA PI QI HOU NI JIU DAO MEI LE!YI HOU DOU BU NENEG CHU QU!ZEN DE YOU I TIAN HUI HAO HAO DE SHIU LI NI!" so i was all "HUH?!WAT I DO?" so i left it at that.then the next day.I GOT INTO A FIGHT WITH MY MUM.SH**.THEN SHE CALLED ME AN A** AND ALL KINDS OF VUGARITIES.she even threatened to send me off to a girl's home or something like that but worse and she slapped me la.crap.so i was super pssied. and i havent even talked to them for like how long alrdy la.not ONE word for like wat....2 weeks at least?heh.hate them.
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
but of course.i do sneak behin their backs right?how'd u think i got out today?=P scold me plz..

tag replies:
maryanne;yahhh..okok..soon.hahaha
toh;ahh..lol..thx.u arr..BAD GF.I WANT A BREAKUP!lol
debz; hihihihihi=]
jean;who is what?
huimei;eh.for starters dun use such a wierd nick.. -.- lol..im a good shi fu!
joce;haha..nvm..but u shld hav!=D
lailing;hiiiiiiiiiiiiii lai ling!!
lynn;DAO POK??
TF;hi fang-ah-fang-ah-fang!=)) no la..just venting...frustrations?lol
hui mei;do u want me to congratulate u on arriving?haha
huimei;forget it.replying ur tags takes forever
gek;ah!im not the twisted one u sadistic murderous...ping pong!haha..yay!nice name.=D
huimei;after getting drenched the whole thing went off...
david;HEYY.hahaz =]

2006-08-16T17:27:00.000Z

FUCKING GIRL.stop using my stories to get people's attention and pity for urself.U'RE BLOODY FAKE.I HATE U.PISS OFF!!

maybe i shld get a password for my blog?those in favour say "aye!"

i usually hav a million things to blog u see..but then arr..i also have no time to pin them all down!...it's either that or i just forget.

i noe im stupid for believing u.i noe im stupid for everything i do.but i cant feel any worse than i alrdy am.so stop trying to rub it in or pretend.i noe all that u're trying to trick me with.but i could just escape with bliss.how?i got my ways.for example.an overdose of panadol?

2006-07-31T21:01:00.000Z

ok..so i'm in pain now..physically and mentally..but i shall not go into that.at all.i've now got a goal..though it wont really be relevant as of next year i guess.u might noe y.anyways..

ever wonder y u can understand all the examples and things people say just as well as anyone regardless of whether they r smarter or not as smart during an explanation of un-schoolish things?like when coach gives us instructions of how to do the drills and everyone gets it? yes.well...im kinda wondering y it isnt like that with work and studies u noe?we are all sorted into smarter and not as smart groups.hmm...just seems so stupid.brains are just so malfunctional and biased.=/ agree?maybe not.but i dont really care.haha..joking.

I DONT CARE IF U'RE INNOCENT.JUST READ IT.U
MIGHT BE PART OF THE CLIQUE IM REFERRING TO.
another thing..(my eyes are closing and its like wat..not even 9?)..i get so pissed when i see people being treated unfairly.as in..in a social status.like for example..u have a clique.then u have these 2 girls.then they are all together most of the time because of CCA right?but just cause one girl is more funny than the other..she gets accepted into the clique.while the other one is just cast aside because she isnt as funny or just more quiet and doesn't noe how to fit in with the rest.and the clique?they NEVER seem to care about her at all.just mind their own sh*t and not give a F**K anout her feelings?i mean.wat kind of a GREAT person are u?JUST CAUSE U THINK U GOT A WHOLE GROUP OF FREINDS TO STICK BY U AND WHATEVER.PROTECT U?SO WHAT.U CAN THINK ABT THE OTHER GIRL AND HOW SHE FEELS RIGHT?OR ARE U JUST TO BUSY TRYING TO REMAIN IN UR CLIQUE?CRACKING JOKES..GOING OUT TOGETHER ..DOING EVERYTHING WITHIN THAT LITTLE FRIGGIN WORLD OF URS.BUT HEY.ITS NOT AS IF U GOT ANY FEELINGS RITE?THATS WAT I THINK.and try as that girl might.u guys just dont seem to want to even let her in to hang with u.she's left out of everything.tell her to go somewhere because u HAVE to.then CHANGE THE PLACE AND "FORGET" TO TELL HER.YEA.NICE EXCUSE.and if someone from u're clique is missing u might just send a SEARCH PARTY out to look for her!BUT NO.WHEN IT COME TO THIS GIRL.U JUST CLOSE UR EYES..NOT EVEN ASKING "hey.where's ________?" JUST KEEP UR BL***Y MOUTH SHUT. i really feel super annoyed with those kind of cliques and think about it.u might just be driving that girl to her DEATH'S END.but AGAIN i guess u DONT CARE right?

think i'll crash early tonight.very tired for some reason.yeas.adioz...and please think abt those people who really are like that girl i've mentioned..dont think about only urself u selfish freak

2006-07-08T02:09:00.000Z

im sad...there are missing things..but i don't know where to start looking or even if i'll find them.i didn't even get a chance..............................................................................................................................................................
just like this blank post.isigh...........................=`(

hey guys.
your eyes are playing tricks on you
it's longer than u think
now do u feel confused or lost?
maybe not.
but i do.
more than what u think.
that's why u gotta look closer..
and notice the unseen

2006-06-05T20:24:00.000Z

forget it.i can't hide what has been there forever.but im not gonna show it either.so what does that mean?i dunno....but i can't take it anymore.

i wrote a poem.THAT IS NOT LIKE ME.i read it.crushed it up.and threw it out the window.i wld hav burnt it if not for the smell.jean..u're influencing me.BUT IM NEVER NEVER GONNA DO TT AGAIN.

sigh.im starting to find ppl very fake.almost everyone i noe.

u noe wat??the feelings u get when u're hinting something to a person?and the person just seems so OBLIVIOUS to wat u are talking about..all that which makes u feel like u are a nothing and u're just not important anyone or for anything??it sucks...more than a bad feeling

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i dunno what to use to describe myself now.not sad not depressed.not happy.not anything i guess..just OBLIVIOUS.

everything U noe is a LIE
everything U noe is a FAKE
everONE u noe is not wat they seem.

black silhouettes;
broken dreams.
what u think are little lies--
might just be the DEATH of me.
(original poem by me.plz do not copy.thx)

2006-06-03T18:13:00.000Z

im getting bored of everything..lol. -.- ohoh!!i d/l gb again...haha..i forgot the controls for everything..sheesh.ahahaha.my birthday is coming............soon.. =)) JEan says i owe her a movie.haha..so..when shall we go?gonna be fun huh...yeas..and she helped me figure out who DaV- was.I NOE WHO NOW.=D thx jean!!sigh..gonna die soon.=S oh.JEAN.MUST GO WIF ME DURING HOLS TO PIERCE SECOND EAR HOLE!=D and maybe third and foruth..^^ hehehe..yea!Bwahahaha.im tired.shall not think abt anything and everything bad happening now.hmm...im gonna bug my mum to buy me hamsters again.BUT!!BUT!!!BUT!!!!!!THIS TIME I SHALL NOT LET THEM BREED TILL I HAVE 21 OF THEM!!I SHALL GET TWO FEMALES!o.O lol..the last time my hamster got lost and was hiding in the unused computer CPU on the floor.ahaha for 4 days.=l BUT I LEFT FFOD ON THE FLOOR FOR IT OK!!then one night at 1+ in the morning my mum saw it and she was running arnd the house falling on her knees chasing it ok!! wa..and it happened to be her favourite hamster too..so yea.i was GLAD it didnt die a horrible death.but then one of the baby hamsters somehow got its leg caught in a groove on top of two glued together ice-cream sticks and was HANGING THERE.when i saw i almost yelled la.but it DIDNT die.INSTEAD it's foot got gangrene and dropped off.it lived though.=)) and i named it TRIPOD(three legs ma) hahaha.oh yea..one time i brought out a female hamster and she BIT a HOLE in my school skirt la!! so i had to stitch that up..then i got worried that she might die after eating the cloth! =S but she didnt..and a few days later..uh..i found the cloth at the side of her house.------as a nest-------along with 4 new-born babies o.O haha alot of other funny stories..wahaha.so! i shall get the hamsters!! to provide myself with entertainment and company.=D

2006-06-03T13:17:00.000Z

YO MONG YI!GUESS WHO?!HAHAAHA JEAN'S HERE TO SPAM YOUR BLOG AND KEEP IT ALIVE!!!ANYWAY WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO GET ME?!

2006-06-01T09:50:00.000Z

lynnie: you're a lonerrr. spam your own blog. ha ha.
;ahahaha whatever lynn..i forgot.. -.-
chie: my names one word mongyi...like zihan not zi han...i mena doesnt zi han just look weird???haha...anyway...here to tag...so...tag!
;hey chie..ok..lol..so i didnt noe tt..... =/ but i tagged ur board!!=D
pei wen: hey mongmong! i have a blog you know...tag if you can.go 2 lynn's blog and find my name
;PEI HAS A BLOG???=x omg..haha.ok la..i'll tag u u meannie pok =))
Huimei: tag muahaha
;hui mei u retard..haha love u loads
whitley: hello mong yi! haha. link meeee! haha
;lol..ok!!
jean: yea mong yi you weirdo...so bored now too((:
;ahh!!y u think im a wierdo!!cannot!!cannot!!T~T
debra: hi mongyi!heehee. you noe i made a blog and i linked youu!(:
;REALLY?oh thx!!uh..but it wld kinda help if u left ur link...ahahaha ><
Sarah L: HI MONKEY. haha. noe wad. i haevn't been to ur blog for 1*beep*2 long already. SO HELLO
;lol...at least this time i havent been updating..so u dun needa catch up..haha
gloria: ok...i dont know if u know me...but just to say that u have a nice blog and to ask what ur email add is...and go to my blog...www.myminemy.blogspot.com...:P
;OH!!HEY GLORIA!how cld i not know my own junior?lol my e-mail?=X =D
VWONG! (: Mong yi! Long lost badminton friend. Relink!
;BANANA!!lol..sure thing.ur school team now rite??waaa...pro arr... o.O
mongyi`: ahhaa..oh god.im gonna hav to replay these tags soon rite?yup. but shall not spam my box. =D
;ooh.im mad.ahah.=/
jean: hi vanessa!HEY MONG!haha pity we're not in the same class...but we're still friends yea!?
;Duh Jean.FOREVER MY FRIEND SINCE PR 1!!!=))
jean: MONG YIII!!!I DID IT!FINALLY!I HAD A LOT OF PROBLEMS WITH THIS TEMPLATE AS I DIDN'T KNOW MUCH OF THE LAYOUT HERE! WELL HOPE YOU LIKE IT((:
;LOL.U HYPER NOW IZZIT??THX ALOTS ALOTS ALOTS.YAY!!
DaV-: hello.... man u sure have alot of curse words in ur blog......... lolz
;ahaha..hello who are u?lol..um...nah i was really pissed tt day...kind of...really sorry about the words.=/
hueemeeeiii: haha tang on the mongster!!!
;lol...seems like u got nothing better to do..but tts fine with me!!HIIII HUIIIIII MEEEEEE
jean: mong yi! dont' be sad ok? i mean think of me((:I LOVE YOU OK?!REMEMBER THAT WHEN YOU FEEL ANGRY!((:
;hahaha..hmm..cant help it but i'll try tt....ahem....new method.=D

IM DONE!!WHEW. =D BWAHAHAHAHA

2006-05-24T16:20:00.000Z

I LOVE U JEAN!!thx alots alots..all that was nong nong ago alrdy rite?yeas. =D ps..but at least now i noe the truth.

2006-05-24T15:03:00.000Z

PLZ DO NOT READ THIS POST IF U HAV A PROBLEM WITH SWEARING AND BAD WORDS>THX.APPRECIATED.SORRY.

ok..this sucks.im not gonna pretend that im not pissed with whatever thats going on in this upside down and twisted world of mine.some ppl said tt i scolded them during open house which i bloody fuck DID NOT DO.are u trying to frame me or something?ass holes.WAT THE HELL DID I DO TO PISS U OFF.I DONT APPRECIATE U SAYING CRAP TO OTHER PPL SO THAT I GET INTO TROUBLE WITH PPL WHO I DONT WANT TO ENGAGE IN A CONFLICT WITH.do u noe how irritated i am with u?wat the hell is your problem?do u noe how many arguments i've had in just these two weeks?im not gonna count them out for u.figure it all out urself.wanna noe wat happened?during openhouse i was told that i scolded some ppl and now they're scared of me.wanna noe wat i was doing the whole day?! I WAS PLAYING AND AT THE BAZAAR THE WHOLE TIME.THEN AFTER THAT I WENT TO PLAY WITH JEAN.DO U SEE ANY FUCKING TIME WHERE I TALKED TO ANYONE ELSE BUT THE NETBALLERS AND SOME OF MY OTHER FRIENDS?NO.I DUNNO HOW ALL THIS HAPPENED BUT ITS NOT FUNNY.NOW EVEN THE CULPRIT'S SISTER IS ANGRY WITH ME?IS IT MY BLOODY FAULT SHE IS A LIAR?I CAN UNDERSTAND SHE IS UR SIS SO U WANNA HEAR TT SHE'S THE CORREST ONE.I NOE.I HAVE A SIS TOO...BUT MAYBE SHE IS LYING?!SHE A HUMAN U NOE.ALL HUMANS LIE.ITS INEVITABLE.THINK ABOUT IT.OR IS EVERYONE JUST TOO ANGRY WITH ME TO THINK ABOUT A SECOND SITUATION?IT MAY NOT EVEN HAVE BEEN ME WHO SCOLDED THEM.

this was not to offend anyone.but if i did,sorry.and i just needed to cool off.

2006-03-15T15:40:00.000Z

THE OBSESSION IS OVER.

im just really bored now..lol

2006-01-30T22:38:00.000Z

_____IS SO COOL!!WAYYYYYYY BETTER THAN ______.HAHAHAHA..LAURA AND I CALL IT OBSESSION.SHE IS DAMN PRO CANN.WAAA.. =)) and she talked to us la!for like..1 hr....we're contemplating on how to get hold of her handphone number..wahahaha!!it will be damn FRIGGIN cool la!wheeeeeeeeeeeee!!hahaha..pau always thinks im mad. -.- yess..well anyhows. today was horrible..have u ever experienced having used up all ur tears and not have anymore?yea well..got this huge bruise in a very..open place.3 guesses how it managed to get there.=/ but obviously i wont cry cuz of tt rite.sheesh.at first I dint even noe why.AND WHEN I DID.it was STUPID LA.GETTING BEAT UP FOR TT KIND OF SHIT ASS REASON IS...........PATHETIC.UGH.i hate it.......now my eyes are sore and hurt alot,plus its kind of abit cut.i dunno how tt happened but yea.IT DID.

if only my life were as simple as that.

2006-01-20T21:24:00.000Z

sighhhhh..my blog is seriously dead can.

aiyooo..she's damn dao la.

u look right through me even though im rite in front of u..obviously i wont say hi either rite.wat do u want me to do?

kelly is gone.i feel quite empty..1 year witout her..im DEAD.=`(

as if u'll noe wat i feel

2006-01-02T16:06:00.000Z

haha..HELLO!im in 2 pr frm now on!!lol..=)) yea i noe i dropped class..will haf to buck up.anyways..skool starts tmr and im quite..i dunno.. =/ scared?nervous?queasy?haha..yeas..oh..i had to change my nice adidas shoes for another pair cuz my mum wasnt so happy abt the idea tt the bottom came off after 3 weeks or something..lol..now they're WHITE-ISH ..haha.. =/ they'll be greyish soon enuff.. =D i saw a really really nice orange pair..but my begging failed me this time. -_-" IT SERIOUSLY WAS NICE U NOE.hahaha..hmm..when is orientation arr?haha ee..nvm..oh oh!!the new skool shorts are SOLD OUT.so thankfully i wont get to wear them TILL the 15 of jan..lol..GD.but my new skool Uni isnt rdy yet..so im stuck wif the bi-squared ba-squared one.yucks.how disgusting..not gonna get it till the second week izzit?sigh.UGLY UNI.HMPH.i got my pe shirts though.not gd..i dun like V-necks..and i have NAT'S.WHICH I DUN WANNA KEEP.TRUST ME.=P haha..anyways..tt's all la..my sis yeling at me cuz she want to play now..HEE HEEE..
adioz =))

2005-12-26T12:46:00.000Z

heyy!!!i got my NEW ADIDAS wallet frm my mummy!!!!!!!!!hahahahahaha!!! =D YAY!!!i LOVE you!!hahaha!!=))

2005-12-23T14:39:00.000Z

heyy..its the eve of Christmas eve!!how nice...nothing to blog about..yea..i want trng and school to start now..

worried sick about u

2005-12-19T17:25:00.000Z

WISH LIST.. =D

a new pencil case!!
a new wallet..(mine is pink.i hate pink.seriously. -_-")
u cld give me money!! =D
i pod mini (green)
zhou jie lun's CD!!
ALOT ALOT OF CD'S!!hahaha
soft toys!!
nothing pink pls....
a hand phone sock
new trainers!!haha..
ADIDAS STUFF AND I'LL LOVE U LIKE ANYTHING!!=D
a new watch.i lost mine. haha
OH.U CLD GET ME A DOG OR A CAT.(and let my mum MURDER me after.)
not lose anymore friends. =))
anything else u wanna get me?haha..

i noe some evill ppl will try and malu other ppl..hahaha..oh wells..not my problem hor.. =D gd luck!!

tis the season to play crap jokes!!

falalalalalalalala!!!

-evil grin-

2005-12-17T15:45:00.000Z

waahahaha!!i just realised i havent blogged in a longg long time..hahaha..yeas..anyways..im quite happy!!for no reason..lol..hmm..we lost a match to nanyang..and coach got super super angry..it was scary la..she lectured us for dunno how long la..frm now on we have to go on court and only think one word..WIN which is very scary la..cant laugh or even smile on court anymore..sheesh.. anyways.. =D ..after that we had a match against seng kang and we won!!seniors won too..but coach still wasnt too pleased with the results..she said we cld haf gotten a better score and blah blah blah..oh oh oh!!but seng kang was SUPER FUNNY la..they gave us KFC coupons after the match..so we went j8 to eat!!wahahaha!!but in the end we ate at yoshi and we were too stuffed to eat KFC anymore..yay!!=))on friday we had a match against ijkc and we won..by quite alot la..23-9 izzit?hahahaha..seniors won by quite alot too..=D coach was now pretty glad abt it..and she told us we had to do home trng and she told me work on my alleviation(is tt how u spell it?=/ ) oh oh!!and she put me in as WD for two quarters cann!! 0.o wa lauu!!i was half DEAD la..lol..alamak..hahaha -_-" hmm..she took me out third quarter.HENG SIA. -_-" she told me i had some 'beautiful ball tips,defences and interceptions' and so i was HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!!but i also got scolded abit for running into the wrong spaces and moveing too late?argh..darn.=/ then caoch put me into GK (my GK POSITION!!MY BEAUTIFUL GK BIB!!HAAA..=D ) for the last fifth quarter.im mad.lol...the GS was tall!!whoa..but she was SUPER FRIENDLY.SUPER SUPER NICE.=)) yay!!i got complimented for a well played game..but it was super scary okayy..i thought i was gonna get scolding again...ming yi was GREAT!!GO MING!!!hahahaha..*three cheers* ^^ everyone did WELLL ON THIS MATCH!!!CONGRATS AND KEEP IT UP.wahahaha!then we went out with the sec ones and the seniors to waffle town for lunch and i swear it was WIERD.lol then some of us went back to skool to play some street netball!!super fun..then pau had this brilliant idea we shld play soccer.so we played and jocelyn was good!!in a way..and big audrey was like whee!!pau was like run run run..ahh!!!kick!boom!SCORE!!YAY!!!!aileen was CONG AHH!!!laura was PRO la..she got alot of goals..ying and lai ling were amusing..and i think iwas just stoning..haha after that..we went home!!everyone else went the other way..and jocelyn was walking home..so i walked with her to the bus stop where she left..she is super super funny..but i forgot wat she said. -_-" hahaha..yeas...ai ya...i miss trng and i want it to start now..even if it just ended ytd..i cant wait till the start of the year!! T~T ..sniff* oh oh!! PAU'S COOKIES ARE THE BEST!!SERIOUSLY!!WHOAAA hmm im gonna stay 'faithful' as coach puts it..to the holiday trng programme.im not gonna risk having to start all over again to where i am now.i'll die.lol..trng is starting once skool starts rite?hahahaha..so scary..competition starts on the 16th or the 19th (im not sure) of jan..seriosly gotta get more focused.wont give up!!bwahahahaaa!!=)) adioz =D
ps..i need a new template jean the bean or lynn the pin

2005-12-03T08:37:00.000Z

FUZZLES.

2005-12-01T07:01:00.000Z

just came back frm the netball camp today..im aching..lol..haha..i can only rmb as far back as the second day..so i shall begin frm there.
second day: did morning jog went for breakfast..then had trng which was ok la..then we had mrs D.'s games..super fun la..supposed to be some kind of bonding game..but anyways..hmm..we had to gat into grps..so we were each either a cow or chicken or cat(i was a cowww!!mooo...)then we were blindfolded and had to make the sounds the animals which we were made and find our grps.COWS WERE FIRST!!YAY!!then we had the double loop rope which we had to get into a circle hold hands and pass arnd without using our fingers.then we had to stand in a circle and hold hands in a tangle..and then untangle ourselves.run to the hoops and hold hands standing in a line and then move the hoop down..then there was a seven legged race..and then..uh..skipping and another blindfolding test.thats all..FOR THAT ROUND.WE WON.BWAHA.=)) now the MAIN games.the first consisted of using a rope which was provided and one shoe frm wan ping and another frm joanne which were sacrificed.haha..anyway..there was this bucket of water in the middle of two "banks" and we cldn't step on the floor..so we had to use the rope to move it off the mat it was on..had a little trouble at first but it was fine.second was the "spider web" ..we all got through those eviiiiill holes..but we had to sing abt 5 songs cuz we touched the strings.haha then we went for the no man's land game.first we took 45 secs.then 30+ then 20+ then 19 then 17 then 13 thenon and on and on..until we got it to 5.22 secs!!yay!!then final game was elctric fence.had a ladder which we were supposed to use to get everyone over..haha..took us awahile..but we did it..thats the end and we came in first overall!!wahaha..and then we got a kit-kat which i lost straight after.pfft.FUZZLES.<--my new curse word.went for lunch and then did courtwork and drills for trng.then laura,jean-minn and i went looking for a bathrm to bathe in.took like 15 mins just LOOKING for one la.pissing.lol had dinner and then sat in the AVA rm to watch a netball video..then we had this get to gether session where we partnered a senior and wrote down 10 things about each other..big Audrey is super funny la..and the when we were presenting..she said anime like 'aaanima' and i said something like 'anima' and then we were both laughed at.ahhhh..lol so maluuuu.haha
Day 3: went for morning jog..had breakfast.had trng..courtwork and drills.went to luncha nd then watched a video of a Australia vs New Zealand netball match..whoaa..so pro ahaha..the ball was at one end of the court then suddenly to the middle..and then a goal..lol pro and they can jump highhhh..bloody good alleviation la..then we went for the carnival!!yay!! TO THE SEC 1 NETBALLERS!!--->U DID GREAT GUYS!!WAHAHAAHAHA!!=))keep it up.anyways..the game was food..when i played GD arr.the GA 170+ can..GS shorter than me.fuzzles.so i played..got a few ball tips..but was abit blur for that match..fell down quite a few times..but not that bad..the the second match i thought GS wld be shorter la..so i played GK and the the stupid GS was FRIGGIN TALL CANN!!GA was shorter than me!!!waaaa..damn suayy la.fell down a few times as usual.ALL MY KNEES FAULT.HMPH!pfffft.than towards the end..i jumped up and tapped the ball i landed on my foot..not feet.foot and then my knee gave way and i fell backwards onto my butt and then i skidded on the floor.and i didnt have any support frm my hands..i just fell and i hurt my back la..so shit.i cldnt get up at first so i sat there for a few seconds and then i leaped for the rebound which i hit out.then i noticed coach standing at the stairs watching..lucky she didnt pull me out of the match..haha yay!!then coach asked us to bring her to the lift and then she was like "your knee is starting to give you problems ah."that means she saw wat happened.oh mann.. anyway..moving on..the treasure hunt,showtime and BBQ were super super nice...wahaha!!treasure hunt run frm lvl1 to lvl4 to lvl2 to lvl1 and on and on and on.sigh.tiring la..
gonna end off now..adios great game guys.. =)) congrats

2005-11-26T15:32:00.000Z

bwahaha..hmm..on monday..i went with subha and the seniors to novena sq to go get the netball t..then got a remark abt my eyes being very big..haha..okayy... -.-" we went to kfc and vanessa was going on abt subha and her LIFE SAVINGS being carried around in her pocket la...so we expected quite ALOT of money frm LIFE savings..cuz..well..its been since ur whole life rite??but noooooooo..in subha's case...it was a few cents.LOL.we were laughing like siao and then vanessa told aileen abt the whole thing and then she started laughing too..hahaha..then subha told us how u cld save money(a few cents) by buying a students meal at macs and blah blah blah...........and it was bloody funny la...i didnt eat anything cuz i wanted ice cream...but i cldn't find any afterall..so i was quite sad =( then uhh.. went up to the shirt place...and then the seniors started choosing shirts..then subha left for a prefect thing..then i left after awhile..so informative rite?? =)) yup.
wednesday..nothing happened leh..-.-
friday morning..nothing much larh..went to skool at 7.30. then i thought i was the only one there cuz the bballers were in the court and the netballers were no where to be seen.haha..the HENG caritas was there!!yay!!caritas is a saviour! =)) bwahaha..so we sat behind a big car..and stoned.lol..then jeanette and pearlyn came..followed by nat,gek and zi han and lai ling..then the rest dunno le...seniors were there too..then we decided on a song...and then we played badmintonnn!!! bwahaha!! then we left.LOL.
friday afternoon...went to coro wif lai ling..subha and zihan for lunch..and stupid pooots caritas and ying din wanna go.so they went to j8. sigh.anyways..when we got there the place we wanted to go was CLOSED.ahaha.shit. -.- so we went to another place and ordered our food!!yay!!and while we were waiting..we were all laughing like SIAO for dunno wat stupid reason.lol..then subha said..nvm..can get abs!!so we laughed harder.SUBHA ALL UR FAULT.so after that we all got stomach pains la...haha..subha didnt eat at the shop there..she wanted to go eat cafe whatever.so she looked quite spastic sitting there while the 3 of us ate.haha..after that..we paid..and went to get my BUBBLE TEA!!then we all walked downnnnn..and so...noooo..i dont get my bubble tea..cuz the pearls not done!!!haf to wait ten minutes!!so lai ling got hers without pearls..but i like pearls!!so i waited!!then we went into cafe whatever and it smelled FUNKY.so we walked out and i found out the bubble tea was 2.20 there la!!!so ex.and the other place was only 1.30 .so went back to that place and got my bubble tea which i cld haf got a longgg time ago!! -.-then cuz subha hadnt eaten..so she da bao-ed the spaghetti and we sat outside the shop and ate!!haha..so fun..then stupid subha had to go tell me that PEARLS GAVE THROAT CANCER!! 0.o i didnt noe that!!wahahaha..T~T ..and i was just getting happy wif the drink.bahh.sigh...so much trouble just for bubble tea arr..tsk tsk tsk o.0 ..give cancer summore.wa lauu...then we just sat there and played funny funny kiddy games like apple on a stick and ji ko pa and bubble gum..wahaha..ppl.must haf thought we were mad..HAHA after that we went homee!!haaaaa..
today.attended a wedding at St Peter's Church..haha..my bro's skool teacher is related to mee!!okay.haha..he summore in charge of the ncc la..so he invited the WHOLE ST ANDREW'S NCC GRP la..omg..hahaha..anyways..it was quite fun..the pastor very funny too..then when i got home i realised that i was dead for camp which is the following day..in the sense that i havent packed and im not MENTALLY ready.SHIT.haaha..howw.... PFFFTTTT.

2005-11-12T17:26:00.000Z

uhh..ok..went wif gek lynn..pearlyn..zi han and deborah to j8 after trng ytd..haha..den deborah was so funny and was like "i want my sugar cane!!" so she drank hers..and then darank zi han's and then drank mine afterwards too.. bwahahahhaa..we went to eat at yoshi and had a nice nice lunch..so i was happy!!yay!!FOOD is GOOT for da health..haha..hmm.......somehow im not that close to the netballers.....dunno why..so quite sad lor...must attempt to blend in more??nah..later extra extra de..sheesh.. anyway..wont go on abt it. were listening to the chicken little song on the bus and at yoshi...and it was quite loud la..so everyone was staring and we were just laughing.. ...ehem..err..anyway..i think i went out wif my sis once to j8 and then we were hungry..so she insisted we go Swensens for ice cream!!yayyyyy!!!so i was super happy..then while i was eating i became quite depressed la...becuz i realised i was BROKE!!:( like wat.. $3 left??haha..so im not gonna eat Swensens frm now till....next time!!hmph!then another time we went plaza sing and i wanted ICE CREAMM (not Swensens.lol) and she was like noooo..and it went on for an hour..so i decided to go into a pout. so when she talked to me i wld go "pout pout pout" to her until finally she was all FINE and so i dragged her all the way back up to the food court to get my yummy ice-cream!!but then...when we got there.no place to sit.waaaaaaaaa!!omg..so we left lor.and i didnt want to buy the gelare and wat not one cuz it was super ex.bah.so the whole day i didnt get my ice cream!!!!so sadd..haha...all this just for ice cream.hehehe..ah

well.

i think i just lost a great friend.

2005-11-11T16:50:00.000Z

bwahahaha!!=)) time to update...hmm...need to update more often eh?haha..ok...i dont haf alot of time left...parents coming back soon..so yea...TO ALL 1GR-ERS!!!GO READ HUI MEI'S BLOG!!SUPER MEANINGFUL. www.thisworldinsideme.blogspot.com k?i feel very lime green today..haha..to ***** somethings wrong between u and me..i do care abt wat happened ok..and we used to talk alot last time..wats up with the cold shoulder?i dont apprecite it..u used to say hi at least..but now u pretend not to notice. im bored now...gotta go soon..i feel quite off all of a sudden..thinking abt stuff..anyway..yeaps..im tired..abit sick at the moment..KELLY!!i was gonna visit u at robotics today..but..err..cldn't find u..so yea well..i left.I'LL FIND U NEXT TIME.MUAHAHAHAHA!!i noe u joined robotics cuz of me..but then i quit and u were left by urself and im SUPER SORRY ok?i noe u wanna murder me for it..haha..sorry.. =( but ur having a great time yea?always alot of compliments abt seniors and stuff..haha..=)) so at least its not that bad rite?wahahaa...i need to find a new template..shall go find lynn or jean to bug them to help meee..yay!!im happy...but my mood is going down..sadly..u noe wat..today..i brought home some sweets for my sis thinking she'd be very happy and stuff...but when i got home i remembered she was at a slp over..and so i kind of got bummed out and sad i wldnt hear funny remarks and the spark of joy which is there when she is..ah well..i'll give her a nice big hug when she comes home tmr..and the sweets..for my bro lor..but i'll keep some for her... =))

dont be fooled by the happiness of a person on the outside..

when u can see that clearly..

she's faking it..

and she's dying inside..

2005-11-07T15:50:00.000Z

I open my eyes

I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light

I can't remember how

I can't remember why

I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain

And I can't make it go away

No I can't stand the pain

Chorus:

How could this happen to me

I've made my mistakes

Got nowhere to run

The night goes on

As I'm fading away

I'm sick of this life

I just wanna scream

How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming

I try to make a sound but no one hears me

I'm slipping off the edge

I'm hanging by a thread

I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered

And I can't explain what happened

And I can't erase the things that I've done

No I can't

How could this happen to me

I've made my mistakes

Got nowhere to run

The night goes on

As I'm fading away

I'm sick of this life

I just wanna scream

How could this happen to me

I've made my mistakes

Got nowhere to run

The night goes on

As I'm fading away

I'm sick of this life

I just wanna scream

How could this happen to me

Do you ever feel like breaking down?

Do you ever feel out of place,

Like some how you just don’t belong,

And no one understands you?

Do you ever want to run away?

Do you lock yourself in your room?

With the radio on turned up so loud,

That no one hears you screaming?

No, you don’t know what it’s like,

When nothing feels alright,

You don’t know what it’s like,

To be me!

To be hurt, to feel lost,

To be left out in the dark,

To be kicked, when you’re down,

To feel like you’ve been pushed around,

To be on the edge of breaking down,

And no one’s there to save you,

No you don’t know what it’s like,

Welcome to my life

Do you want to be somebody else?

Are you sick of feeling so left out?

Are you desperate to find something more,

Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?

Are you sick of everyone around?

With the big fake smiles and stupid lies,

While deep inside you’re bleeding?

No you don’t know what it’s like,

When nothing feels alright,

You don’t know what it’s like,

To be like me!

To be hurt, to feel lost,

To be left out in the dark,

To be kicked, when you’re down,

To feel like you’ve been pushed around,

To be on the edge of breaking down,

And no one’s there to save you,

No you don’t know what it’s like,

Welcome to my life

No one ever lies straight to your face!

And no one ever stabbed you in the back!

You might think I’m happy,

But I’m not gonna be okay!

Everybody always gave you what you wanted!

You never had to work, it was always there!

You don’t know what it’s like (what it’s like)…

To be hurt, to feel lost,

To be left out in the dark,

To be kicked, when you’re down,

To feel like you’ve been pushed around,

To be on the edge of breaking down,

When no one’s there to save you,

No you don’t know what it’s like,( what it's like)...

To be hurt, to feel lost,

To be left out in the dark,

To be kicked, when you’re down,

To feel like you’ve been pushed around,

To be on the edge of breaking down,

When no one’s there to save you,

No you don’t know what it’s like,

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life!

Welcome to my life

2005-10-31T03:12:00.000Z

somethings wrong with me.. or so it seems..i dunno wat..hui mei kept asking me wat was wrong in school..she said that i was always spacing out and looking like something had gone wrong..then jean also said i looked really sad and not like last time when i was always smiling..another thing about walking into stuff..about 5-9 times a day.. noticed after my mum asked why i had so many bruises on my legs and i went huh?oh mann..my mum usually doesnt even notice when i have a huge cut across my leg..why did she notice this?been seriously daydreaming for the past few days..but why?no idea..somethings missing..thats what i keep thinking..but i always tell myself yea rite.
i'll walways try to haf fun wif my frens..but lately they seem to be quite worried whenever im wif them..especially jean and hui mei and tiff..ah..hui mei..stop thinking im a sadist la..hais.life sucks..when u have mine.daily routine at night: lie down in the night and pretend to be asleep till 12+ then get up and think abt stuff which usually makes me cry..its super lame what i do..but it just happens..forget it
i dunno but i cant get a particular song out of my head..uh...wont mention the name here.its a chinese song..by Jay Chou..so yea..maybe u wldn't noe it anyway..my dad is gonna murder me for my results...how can i reason with him?my mum speaks english and my dad speaks in chinese.brilliant isnt it?yeps..hell..i'd rather talk tothe wall than gen ta men liang ge jiang hua huo lian luo. summore my dad is frm Taiwan so his chinese is so called different in a way.tell me wat to do.
this entry s not making the least bit of sense..jumping frm here to there with a little bit of everything and not having a trace of the other subject to link it anywhere..kind of what im feeling now. unexplainable.no links with anything.not fitting into any part of the story.i noe skool just ended and all..but i want it to start again now.hais..im sick of hearing the stuff in my head which causes me to feel sick and sad.shut the friggin hell up.i hate u.sleeping at 3+ and waking up 2 hrs later and its all bacause of u.nothing but u.
maybe i shld just lock myself in?probably...

shuo bu shang wei shen me wo bian de hen zhu
dongruo ai shang yi ge ren shen me dou hui zhi de qu zuo
wo xiang da sheng xuan bu dui ni yi yi bu she
lian ge bi ling ju dou cai dao wo xian zai de gan shou
he bian de feng zai chui zhe tou fa piao dong
qian zhe ni de shou yi zhen mo ming gan dong
wo xiang dai ni hui wo de wai po jia
yi qi kan zhe ri luo yi zhi dao wo men dou shui zhao

Chorus:

wo xiang jiu zhe yang qian zhe ni de shou bu fang kai
ai neng bu neng gou yong yuan dan chun mei you bei ai
wo xiang dai ni qi dan che
wo xiang he ni kan bang qiu
xiang zhe yang mei dan you chang zhe ge yi zhi zou

wo xiang jiu zhe yang qian zhe ni de shou bu fang kai
ai ke bu ke yi jian jian dan dan mei you shang hai
ni kao zhe wo de jian bangni zai wo xiong kou shui zhao
xiang zhe yang de sheng huo wo ai ni ni ai wo
xiang jian! jian! dan! dan! ai!
xiang jian! jian! dan! dan! ai!

2005-09-28T20:13:00.000Z

this post was meant to be for two days ago.
wahahaaa!!i feel super hyper now.lol.people are werd..okay..i dunno why the heck i just said that. -.-" i feel like going outtttt!!! I-MUST-GO-WATCH-CORPSE-BRIDE!!!!ahahahaha!!lol. i have a whole lst of movies i wanna watch..credits to the three people sitting arnd me for helping think of them.heh. :)) .. was super pissed in the morning today kay.i forgot to bring my bloody t-shirt for art and so i called my mum and she went ballistic when i asked her if she could help me brng it.HMPH.she yelled so loud i yelled back at her. -.-" i love answering my parents back and getting a huge punishment for it.but u dont expect me to just sit there and listen to u hollering away at me for a no good reason and smile rite?rite. anyway.i waited how long for her to bring it for me and when i went to receive it she yelled at me through the window of the car and it was quite embarassing..so.i just pretended she wasnt there and walked off.hahahahaha. :))i'm braver than u think rite?then i got so bloody pissed i wld have SMASHED my phone if it werent for all the numbers in it.lol. i was literally squishing up inside and on the verge of rpping up and vandalisng ALL my stuff.So shit. hurh.then thx to the bunch of retards around methe whole day..laughing the shit out of themselves...i cracked up too i guess.. :))thanks guys..even if u didnt noe u made me feel much better. I OWE YI ZHEN A LETTER.I OWE YI ZHEN A LETTER.I OWE YI ZHEN A LETTER.I NEED to get that into my head or my foot/feet is/are gonne dieeeeee...AND PEI PEI.Naughty arr you.learn from Yi Zhen come and ka chiau me everyday..haha..both of u brighten up my disorientated life. :)) TFF you DAO-ER.hmph! "Do i see Mong Yi?Do i hear Mong Yi?Noooooo..HAHAHAHAHA". -.-" lol..Jean.insane woman.haha. "AHH!!ANT!!"
-Duush.gone .BEHIND ME- haha..so funny..all of u make my life that much more interestng.and a litytle is still some.some will go a longg longggg way.maybe even a lefe or death situation?i'd be a gonner if not for u. :))

2005-09-27T13:40:00.000Z

whee..ok..in english lesson now..lol..i have learned the art of not paying real attention to the teach..haha..anyway..he's not teaching..watching the toy story 2 movie..haha...wierd...going to look at blogs later..lol..i wanted to post an entry yesterday..lol..but parents at home..so...yea..some ppl should noe..anyway...will put it up soon..yup.. :)) i need to hop arnd the house..lol..yesterday did 50 sit-ups and 50 push-ups..told my sis to do 20 sit-ups and 10 push-ups..she did 5 sit-ups and 4 push-ups and she was like "NOOOOOOOO..DUN WAN TO DO ANYMORE!!" and then i was like lets do lunges!!and she was like looking dead on the floor already la..haha..so funny...then i said leg-lifts?she went 0.o and said.."go away la..you're torturing meeee" haha..the push-ups we did was with two stools and we rested our knees on it so we were kinda suspended in the air doing push-ups. so fun..lol.then my bro went.."woman..ur INSANE.get out of my room....NOW." mean idiot.haha..nvm... will put up the blog post meant for yesterday soon..probably tomorrow. :))

2005-09-17T17:30:00.000Z

i dunno wat to write...life so far has been a bloody hell of a mess..gahh..irritating...people just cant help being posers can they?dumb shit.ahh...just cuz ur good at something..really good. for people like u...every litle bloody thing goes so well and fits so perfectly into ur life.wat about others?they fight and strive and they refuse to give up on wat they believe in..as for u..u just have to sit there or smile or do wat u do best.i feel like slaping u whenever it happens..and if it wasnt for that rule..i would have. damn u.i feel sorry for other people who deserve wat u are getting..teachers are so bias towards u and people think u are funny when u're shit.just cuz u got it happeneing for u.in this world,its people like u who piss me off, its people like u who deserve nothing.if it werent for wat u were doing now,u'd be dead in this school.u'd be a nobody.no one would give a fick abt u and my life wld be that much better.all cuz of u people's friends have been stolen and u think urself as supreme.popularity is everything for u and maybe some other people.but to me, its shit.so what if people think u're all that? i dont.i actually thought u were nice at first...but u suck.i sometimes wish i never knew u so i could spare myself of what i mght find out next. forget it.. irritating fug.im stronger than u think.
i went to watch the SINGAPORE VS MALAYSIA NETBALL MATCH n saturday!!!waaaaaaaaaaaaa..so cool!!and before that arr..there was a match between Sri Lanka and Thailand...WOAH...there was this HUGE HUGE goal shooter from Sri Lanka la...she was like 208 cm..and when we saw her we were like WOAH SHIT.when she raised her arm to their full extent to shoot,she only had to flick the ball for it to go in..and the Thailand goal keeper was like so PRO can!!she actually managed to get a few ball tips from her la!!!and she was like wat...half the height of the shooter!!imagine how high she had to jump!!! so COOL..haaaaaaaa... -.-" ..i've gone mad..ahahahaha..then training on dunno wat day...i messsed up like shit...lost so many bloody balls...super pissed with myself...gahhhhhhhh...freak.annoying.
when i got back from Taiwan..i had a whole stack of work to do..so i was irritated again. (i get irritated with alot of stuff) haha Anyway..exams are in two weeks?so crappy ok...and yesterday i was so tired i smsed the wrong person..haha..sorry Jean asked me to follow her to sy after science on friday and i was practically sleep walking u noe..so funny..then we were walking to gym..and a few of us got caught by lao shi and made to walk back to class and walk back to the gym again for talking.hah.in a way it was good cuz we got to cut gym for like ten minutes. :) when we were walking back to class,------ was like..we walk to the gallery and back good enuff..so we walked to the gallery and we stopped..then ------ was like eh!wait!dun stop!!lao shi is looking!!walk to class!!then we were like oops.HAHAHAHA.then we walked lor..only to the toilet..then we walked back..hehehe.the stupid gym teach made -------run like ten rounds round the gym mat!so mean!and it was juz cuz she didnt ask for permission to go to the toilet..i mean when u gotta go u gotta go right?where got liddat one??!! spastic teacher!!errgh!forget it..thats all im writing today..sheesh!!
i get bloody pissed when i read this post... -.-"

2005-08-20T02:02:00.000Z

cursecursecursecursecursecursecursecursecursecursecursecursecursecursecursecursecursecurse.
my grandma in Taiwan just passed away last night k..and i dont even really noe her lor...so i actually feel bad abt not feeling bad abt the whole thing.and that whole part is shit cuz i dunno wat the hell to do la..so there's a funeral in september for one day...and that is ok..EXCEPT that it is in TAIWAN..so that makes everything NOT OKAY.not that i dont like the country..i think its great..but its on the 4th of September!!!thats a sunday!!and its during the holidays!!but im supposed to have training 1-3-5 during that!goiung to watch netball tournament on 2 and 6..and my chinese oral is on 3!!!so school hols start on saturday next day go taiwan..next day hope to be home?go for training..next day netball tournament..next day training+oral..next day rest...next day training..next day netball tournament..and last day sit home and study(like shit)!!!omg...the whole time is crap!!i dont wanna go to the funeral k!!if i do i mite not even be back till the end of the hols and be gone even BEFORE the hols BEGIN!!:((and i noe family is more important than anything k..but i dont noe my other grandma!!!and i feel badddddd...but still!!!!!!im gonna cry...wat decision am i gonna make??shoot. im cracking..and i predict im gonna hate myself for the shit choice im gonna make...but its a lose-lose situation anyway..so thats the reason why i've been BLOODY pissed for the pass few days..and im really really sorry abt it..ive been giving a few of my friends quite a hard time with all my sudden changes of moods and wierdness..hope u guys understand..there are other problems in my head too.. wont tell and u wont ever noe..its for me to noe and u to not even have heard abt k?
my life is more messed up than u think

2005-08-18T19:57:00.000Z

I got a huge blister on my foot kkkkkkkkkkk.....waaaaa... T~T the whole skin came out lor!!and its SUPER DEEP..u can see the flesh..thats how deep it is. im gonna be limping tmr..and i wont be able to go for training!! :(( gosh..and i was talkng to val just now on msn and she also cant take netball cuz she wont heal..ahhhhhhh..so shit. and we're changing places tmr..i dun wanna sit next to the door anymore!!!!and to TIFFY G:sorry u hafta put up wif me everyday..i noe u dont like it/me.. -.- yupps..sorry
o yea...
SOME PEOPLE BITCH ABT OTHERS WHEN THEY THEMSELVES ARE BITCHY..SO TO U..FUCK OFF AND LEAVE MY FRIENDS ALONE.
ok..my foot hurts..
AND REMEMBER FUCK UR ASS OFF...STOP BITCHING ABT MY FRIENDS..BITCH ABT URSELF IF U GOT NOTHING BETTER TO DO OR U JUST WANNA FEEL COOL OR WADEVA SHUT UP BITCH.

2005-08-14T15:04:00.000Z

..i meant to write about open house yesterday..lol..but i forgot..hehe..and was abit lazy too..anyway..it was pretty fun...if you exclude the part where it was supposed to be open house and have alot of people.haha..it was practically empty..felicia said last year was already BAD..but this year was WORSE. so..what was it last year??hmm...we played LOTS of street netball and monkey and shooting and...alot of jumping and running..was SUPER FUN..and when we played monkey..i was the monkey a few times...and i TOUCHED THE BALL OKAY!!IT JUST RAN AWAY ITSELF:( it hates me..vanessa thught it was funny.. -.- i jumped touched the ball and it rolled away k!!and it happened EVERY TIME I WAS MONKEY!! o..and while we were playing we accidentally knocked down the bballers sign once... and a few close ones too..the rubbish was flying everywhere and the balloons burst one by one.there was a match when 3 bballers joined us to play...SUPER FUNNY..and i couldnt figure out who was in my team most of the time...so i think i made quite alot of bad passes..laura and i were dying of hunger at 2.00+ so we went to the canteen with subhash and bought a DRINK.BECAUSE ALL THE STALLS WERE CLOSEDDD...SO EVIL OKAY.. :( then after i drank..felt super full...and was bloated..then a few minutes later it weared off and i was dying again..lol...then chris called me HOLLY..wow..i've now become a christmas ornament.. -.- bleagh..we walked out of the canteen and met serene..she had FOOD!!i packet of plain biscuits...the small one..with 6 pieces inside..then laura took it and made me chase her around the courtyard for it..EVIL LAURA :)) make me chase my food summore..thats how hungry we were..haha..then she stopped and we ate 3 biscuits each..yess..food!!^-^ then i didnt eat anything from then until dinner time..cuz i felt full..wierd..went back to playing..and left at around 4.20 after we put back the table and cleared up our half of the court..which was in a big mess.. yupps...thats about it..pretty long post rite.. :))

2005-08-12T18:12:00.000Z

okay..updating now..after..a few days... =D ..yup..just came home from netball prac 1 1/2 hours ago??maybe it's just me..but fridays seem a little slack.. haha..i should be happy right?dunno la..forget it..was super tired in class today..why must i sit 1 seat away from the door??its like a teacher could be looking at u from next to the wall for all u know.. -.- .. or from second or third level..how to sleep?waa..i wanna sit at the other end of the class room. or near there maybe 1 seat away?grr..stupid seat!
ehem.anyway...went to the marina carnival yesterday..wa..i lke the gunn!!i think there was a bazooka too..lol.but nvm..yupps..and i cant find my handphone!! ********************************* back to the subject..jean,LYNN(<---see!bigger!!!:) ),huimei & me went to shoot targets..(can go deaf k!!)then to the obstacle course shooting range..so fun..but the gun was damn heavy -.-
open house tomorrow...people are gonna kill me for not going to tuition..heheheh..but..school more important!!:)) yes!!hmm..
is my blog that dark??no right?see tiffy!!its bright!!its happy!!but!!its dead.. -.- lol
k..thats about it.finish

2005-08-03T20:00:00.000Z

ughh...been having a stitch since this morning lor...on my right...SOME PEOPLE say your appendix is on ur LEFT arr??so smart.so i thought i had LIVER-ITIS.then i found out from another person it was on ur RIGHT.HAH.soo.... IM GONNA DIEEEE!! eheh..wadeva.
training was pretty fun today.. we didnt run at malcom!yea mann!haha but so sway got TONS AND TONS of JUMPING.I ALMOST DIED.bleagh...got stitch still wan me to do this -shit'ake- ?? haha..actually arr..the whole fitness was running and jumping..except for the ball passing :)
got loads of work...12 more pages of geog workbook,art..6 9by9 pieces and 1 A4 size one,studying for zi du test tmr..and i havent started on ANYTHING yet.BRILLIANT right?im so smart i can HARDLY believe it. -.-"
LYNN.MY BLOG SO DEAD ARR?! actually i believe/noe that..lol wat u wan me to do?have a conversation wif myself??FINE.i will.HMPH

2005-08-02T20:30:00.000Z

wahhh..shall tell u wats been going on...

Deprived of sleep
Running nose
Bit of cough
3 projects to hand up by when??1 day from now. -gasp- fick.
Page 1-52 of geog work bk.
still blogging
brain not working
slacking
painful eyes
I CANT BLEED ANYMORE!!AHH
going mad.
err..
err??

blah..im freaking out.and im still typing lor wth.oh yea..

congrats to the bballers for winnng the match. :D

erm..think im gonna be deprived of MORE sleep today..then will kena scolding by coach for slacking?bleagh.why cant life be fairer on me -.- ok... ow my eyes hurt..shall go wreck my pea-sized brain to do geog and whatever projects i have to do. yeesh.. :) oh..and i like the weights room. :)) just not the smell ugh..can die wan!!=o seriously.

sorry bout not blogging for so long..been bloody lazy. =D will type a SUPER DUPER LONG entry soon.promise..and maybe a few testimonials?and log on to msn for the first time since..the middle of last month? :)) ..ahhaa...yesh..adios amigos

2005-07-10T18:00:00.000Z

ugh...

feeling like im in faraway desolation now.

i haf like tons and tons of homework to do can...

and wat haf i done?

bleagh.

my life is falling into miserable pieces.

cant ask for much.

wounded inside for no apparent reson.

behind the smiles,laughs and caring outside...

inside-its totally different

heyy/..maddcap was great..

lolx

kinda..

jean looked so happy during the show...

haha..it was funny to watch her expressions,..

o yea...

Thx Lynn's brother.

sorry for changing seats with u..

hope u didnt mind that much..

Choir was GREAT!!

saw quite a few people i knew.

heh.

lalala............

Guides too!!they looked good...

u didnt shrink Nicole!!

but i dont think i grew taller either...

pretty sure i shrank..

lolx

shall be a toopid nerdish freak now.

c yaa..

2005-07-05T18:05:00.000Z

im gonna thank JEAN for helping me with the blog!!

yupps..

doing my art work now..

research on Alexander Calder and Elizabeth Berrien..

sheesh..so boring..

and i cant tag my own board!!

as much as how grateful i am to my buddie,

JEAN...u hafta teach me how the heck you do the template

so irritating

lol

training is on tomorrow.

am i prepared?

err..maybe.

this entry isnt gonna be very long

got nothing to write.

so yea.

2005-06-30T18:50:00.000Z

ACK..

i need help with my lit and history mann...

or i'm gonna crumple down and DIE.

soon.

aahhhhhhhhhh!!

i just realised...

i spin coins...

when im stressed??

lol..

yupps...

absent-mindedly..

kinda..

i feel like knocking myself unconcious with something HARD.

VERY HARD.

A BIG DIAMOND.

cuz its the hardest stuff on the planet!!

if there was somethng harder...

gimme!

-.-"

i've gone insane.

listening to music...

bored...

was feeling high today though..

wierd...

stressed but high?

riteee....

these songs r nice mann..

too bad i dun understand them..

HAR HARR!!

yupps

hopefully im still a little high...

and dont go mood swinging..

sigh*

roar!

i cant tag my own board!!

so sian now...

my history has gone down the drain...

never to ever return again!!!

unless i jump down and face the problem..

WHICH IS WHAT I'LL DO.

......

HELPPP!!!

JEAN!!

so what's the final decision...?

heads?or tails?

all i noe...

is i need help either way..

and so do u..

quick...

anyways...

we havent gotten any work so far...

which is GOOD.

and i wonder wats gonna happen for comp studies mann..

free lesson?

ooh. 1hr 40mins

yea well...shall go ponder over other stuff...

see?thats a word i dont normally use...

actually never...

kinda chim..

y cant u just say 'think about'?

rite...

bah.

adios.

2005-06-29T13:30:00.000Z

hmm..

back to school!

and i havent updated for a super long time...

and when everyone did go back..

the rules changed for the WORSE..

for a supposedly 'GOOD RESULT'

YEA WELL.

sheesh...it sucks mann.

i can shake my head and hear WATER inside..

or expired grey matter maybe..

-.-"

sigh*

u noe what jean?

i think u're right.

you can give people as many chances as they want..

or as many chances as possible..

just for them to change for the better...

like u thought they would given a chance.

but now we know..

maybe it was just a waste of time...

it isn't gonna work.

they're never gonna change,

though we believed in them and thought they would.

i wont say i'll entirely give up.

i never do.

there'll just be a ray of hope in me.

whether it happens or not.

2005-06-20T18:40:00.000Z

Blue - You are cool and calm. No matter what you
keep your cool and don't get angry much. Sure,
everyone lets off some steam, but you know how
to keep it off. You are relaxed and
understanding.

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2005-06-19T23:45:00.000Z

har har...

i got an OREO cake!

=D whee!!!!!YAY

today was GREAT...

kinda...

haha...hrm..dunno wat to write now...

thxx alot for the wishes and nice pressies u guys got me!!

reaally nice of u..

^-^

im tired...gonna stop now...

mann...pathetic entry...

so short...

but can u blame me if i'm tired?

well yea...actually...u can...

dammit...

and i haf to STOP cursing...

sheesh...

-.-"

thx mummy for the GREAT TIMEEEEE!!!

hehe

2005-06-19T00:00:00.000Z

11.59 now...

50 Secs....

40 Secs......

3o Secs.....

20 Secs....

10 SECS....

5 SECS.....

12.00 A.M.

!!!!!!!

Happie birthday too me....

Happie birthday tooo me....

Happie birthdayy to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....!!!

Happie birthday to mee..!

YAY!!!!!

I'M 13!!!!!

heh...a sad one though...

no..no...

i must be HAPPIE!!!

YESH!!!

I'M A HAPPIE 13 YEAR OLD!!

HAH!

2005-06-18T23:30:00.000Z

hehehehe....

blogging timeeeee.

hrm...my grandparents are leaving for malaysia tmr...

so unfair...

of ALL DAYS...

y tomorrow??

darn it..

sheesh...

so sad mann/...

thinking of doing...a quiz now?

nah...done too many already...

ah wells...

2005-06-17T12:15:00.000Z

hahaha!

whee!!!

hurh?

-_-"

wierd...

anyways...

was bored yesterday...so just did alot of wierd quizes..

came out with really wierd answers...

hmm...

imma guardian angel!

who am i guarding??

sigh*

BORED...

my birthday coming soon!!!

hahahahahahaha

this SUNDAY..

and i want PRESSIES!

hehe...juz joking...

same as on father's day...

hmm..

this entry is...

err....

dum dee dum...

wat was i talking about?

right...

my entry is PRETTIE!!

IT'S ORANGE!!

nice right?

I cant sign in to my MSN!!

this song is nice...

this is bloody randomish..

ah wells....

havent started on my homework yet...

just the online assignment for math...

attempted to do my CME,...

but realised i could only find info on TAN TOCK SENG?!

riteeeee...

then i just started crapping around on my com afterwards...

im so naughty...

and lazy...

sigh...

then i realised i was burning out the com...

cuz it was on from 10 in the morn to 6.30 at night??

0.o ...

yupps...

blah blah blah...

so sad......i haf to start on my work...

or this isn't gonna work out..

*shakes head disappointedly..*

mann...

im gonna cry listening to this song...

-.-"

o no...

i forgot about my tuition work too!!!

argh!!

*cries*

dammit.

bleagh.

fine...

stupid life.

be that way.

hurh!

i never liked u anywayyy!!!!

grr....

hmph!

but in your dreams am i EVER gonna give up!!

2005-06-16T18:05:00.000Z

You are an
assassin.
That means you are a proffessional and do your
job without mixing any emotions in it. In your
life you have probably been hurt many times and
have gotten some mental scars. This results in
you being distant from people. Though many
think that you are evil, you are not. What you
really are is a person, trying to forget your
pain and past. You are the person who never
seems to care and that is why being an assassin
fits you good. Atleast, that's what people
think. Even if you don't care that much for
your victims, you still have the ability to
care and to generally feel. It is not lost,
just a little forgotten. In crowds you tend to
not get to noticed, and dress in black or other
discrete colours. You don't being in the
spotlight and wish people would just leave you
alone. But once you do get close to someone you
have a hard time letting go and get real down
if you loose him/her.

Main weapon: Sniper
Quote: "The walls we build around
us to keep out the sadness also keep out the
joy" -Jim Rohn
Facial expression: Narrowed eyes

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2005-06-16T17:55:00.000Z

The Goddess of Fire and Happiness. You are a ball
of energy. Always compassionate and full of
life, you can make anyone feel happy and you
are exceptionally uplifting. You are an
individual beauty.

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2005-06-16T17:45:00.000Z

You are the warrior anime girl.You are the type
that can start a fight and win.You are very
strong and can beat anyone up (but just don't
^_~) and some people can be afraid of you but
alot of people admire your strength and want to
be just like you well the people that want to
fight.You can defend yourself very easily and
can probably handle some kind of weapon.You
have a short temper(like me)and get angry
easily but you can be really nice at times
^_^and once a fighter always a fighter.

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2005-06-16T17:35:00.000Z

Your element is Fire. Like fire, you have a hot
temper and you can be warm and loving as well
and angry and wild. It all really comes down to
what you are feeling. You have a lot of close
friends who you are very protective over, and
with your temper probably some enemies too. You
are not Miss Popular in school since you are
your own person and don't want to be forced
into behaving this or that way. You are the
untamed wild horse, the kind that everyone
wants to catch. But you don't want to be tied
down for the moment and just keep going with
your little crushes. Your will is strong and if
you set your mind to do something, you will
most likely succeed. But beware, your friends
may not always accept your mood-swinging
behaviour. Even if you don't mean to be mean,
they can still feel hurt. You just need to
start thinking some things through before you
do them, and not always jump in with so much
courage. One day you may be hurt because of
that, but then again, your element isn't fire
if you start to analyse situations before you
act. After all, your nature is to shoot first
and ask the questions later.

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2005-06-16T17:25:00.000Z

Your Hidden Power Is Fire

You have a strong and courageou soul. You show
no fear when it comes to protecting the ones
you love. You know when choosing between right
and wrong. You also are quite the rebel.

Gem Stone:Ruby, Eye
Color:Red,Hair Color:Red with Blonde
streaks pulled back into a pony tail.

Quote:If you're lost I'll keep you warm
and if your low just hold on..cause I will be
your safety.....don't leave home.....

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2005-06-16T17:05:00.000Z

You're a very mellow, care-free person. Your
exactly what calm, cool, and collected mean.
You never overreact or panic in a bad situation
and you always know what to do. Everyone goes
to you for advice because you never lose your
head so your very reliable. You tend to take
everything in stride, like in school your moto
is just sit back and relax not to say you dont
pay attention and work, but you dont overexert
yourself. Even though people come to you for
counciling(sp?) you can still be very quiet,
your not good with making new friends, but your
extremely close to the ones you have. Remember
its ok to put your emotions out there even
though there is a chance they might get hurt.
Also in school sometimes its good to stress out
a little, just because you think you dont need
to study doesnt mean you should'nt, and also
try to push yourself more even though you might
be good where you are doesnt mean you can't be
better.

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2005-06-16T16:55:00.000Z

Your soul is caring.
Other people are your concern, even if you
don't know them. If you see a person trip you
worry is he is okay. You put your loved ones
first and you're very mature. When someones
sick you're nurturing and always try to help
family and friends when failure strikes them.
You can be called the motherly one, if you are
in a group of people, which doesn't have to be
bad. Love is something that's already in you
and you have a lot to give whether you believe
it or not. Your friends probably love you very
much and come to when they need help since
you're reliable. People can feel secure with
you and generally like you.

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2005-06-16T16:30:00.000Z

You have White Wings! Pure and innocent, your
kindness attracts other people toward you. You
can be shy and quite, but when others know you
better, they realize you are fun and bubbly.
You hate it when other around you are sad, and
always see the good in everyone and everything.
Chances are you either help in the shelter, or
are a tutor in school. You are very kind and
friendly, but also quite nave. Dont be fooled
by looks. Some things do go bump in the night.

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2005-06-16T16:25:00.000Z

You have an animal soul! Arent you lucky! You are
very interactive with animals and can
understand them even if you dont speak their
tongue. The birds arent afraid of you, deer can
eat out of your palm, and every dog will roll
over for you. As an Animal Soul, you follow
your instinct, sometimes making rash decisions,
and not thinking properly. If you dont
understand something, you reject and push it
away, and can get very disastrous when angry.
At the same time, youre a very kind person who
can make people feel better, and are
understanding and compassionate. One of the
great things about you is that your rarely
jealous, and know that you have to share and
help other people if you want to survive this
world. You are very loyal and optimistic, and
can make it through the toughest times.

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2005-06-16T16:00:00.000Z

Your a Unicorn! Unicorns are pure, innocent,
magestic creatures that have a spiraling white
horn growing out of their forehead, and a white
graceful, horses body. Unicorns represent the
sign of purity, innocence, freindship, healing,
rejuvenation, and truth. Your horn is rare
prize, but you tend to be naive, lured by a
childs cry. Unicorns are rare, beautiful and
shy mythical creatures, and you are lucky to be
one.

What Mythical Beast are you?
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2005-06-16T15:55:00.000Z

Your an ice dragon! Congrats! Out of all the
dragons, you are most powerful but do not like
to show it. A rare and special creature, you
have artistic style and are great at expressing
yourself. You think friends and Familly are the
most important, and are a hopeless romantic.
But of course, as ice goes, you can be a little
cold or harsh at times. But not to worry, you
always apoligize later!

What elemental dragon are you?
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2005-06-16T07:54:00.000Z

Your a playful unicorn! Wow, you must like games
very much. All playful unicorns live near
oceans or lakes and are all open to humans and
other cretures. Playful unicorns tend to like
to play alot with any human or animal, but
quite frankly, most of the time, thats all they
do. Playful unicorns are very nice and kind,
and always like to help. Sometimes they tend to
be lazy, but who doesnt? Playful unicorns
horns, if drank from, can detect poison and
turn green. All playful unicorns, unlike other
unicorns, know the human speech very well, and
always seem to stay in the phase of a child.

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2005-06-16T07:36:00.000Z

Your a Guradien Angel! Guardien Angels are also
knows as Warrior Angels, because they are the
army of God. Not always meaning that they are
in war, simply that their job is to protect
unwary humans from dark dragons, or other evil
demons. Warrior Angels are not always friendly
with humans, but they will watch over them all
the time. Humans say that when a miracle
happens, thank your guradien angel.

What Kind of ANGEL are you? (For Girls only) This Quiz has amazingly Beautiful Pictures!
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2005-06-14T11:29:00.000Z

rite...

How to make a Monkey

Ingredients:
3 parts pride
1 part crazyiness
5 parts leadership

Method:
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Add lovability to taste! Do not overindulge!

2005-06-13T23:50:00.000Z

right...
blogging time...
yupps...blogging time....
hmm.
wat to blog about...
lemme think...
blogging time...
right.
i noe..
nothing to blog about...
sad*
i wish i had a speech to dedicate to jean...
i'm a failure!!
hmm....
I dedicate this speech to JEAN:
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!
UR IN TROUBLE!!!!!!!hehehe....
for no apparent reason whatsoever...but anyway...
JEAN!!u must stay HAPPIEISH!!
and when u're DOWN...think of GOOD times...funny ones too...
*like Lynn arr...* ... =D ...
sorry Lynn...hehe...
AND STAY HAPPIEISH-ER k?
remember God's ALWAYS by ur side...
Be it good or bad times....
and so will iiiiiiiiiiii....=D
thx for being my bestie for 6 and a half years....
and more to come....haha...
YUPPS!
Hang On DuDe..
Just A Little MoRe.
cool this is turning out to be quite long eh?!
proud of mishelf...muahaha!!
i even did it in PINK!!!
u noe how bad it looks on my blogg???
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

hmm...
ok wait....noooooo...it's still in PINK!!
eewishy!!
BLACK IS NICER..
than PINK..
=D ....imma sorry to pinkers... -.-"

2005-05-27T18:50:00.000Z

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There. I did it!!sorry a 100 times!!by TYPING...not copying and pasting...
we really didn't mean it!!!not after u explained and stuff!!!
really.....hope u forgive us....sorry

my day was crapped up...
didn't want it to be..didn't expect it to be either...

Feeling Guilty :(

2005-04-29T17:40:00.000Z

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of the night in June
I Didn't know much of love, but it came too soon
And There was me and you, and then it got real blue
Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and
We would get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, from whatever
We will still be, friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, from whatever
We will still be, friends forever

La, la, la, la; yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la, we will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, from whatever
We will still be, friends forever

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, from whatever
We will still be, friends forever

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, from whatever
We will still be, friends forever

2005-04-26T16:00:00.000Z

Bored...nothing to do...
tired...come to think of it...
almost fell asleep during test today...
need rest...
AND MORE LETTERS!!!!:D

2005-04-24T19:35:00.000Z

imma here to update my blog....
jean keeps nagging me about it...
yea jean...i hear u.
sheesh...haha
so wat should type?
jean...ur blurrrrrrr.....
remember?yup yup!!
=P...walk walk walk...up to 3 se...looks for zara
where is she?standing outsde clas...
Jean being so blur..walks right pass and looks around...
so i pull her shirt and hold on to it...
she carries on and cant walk any futher...i stand there laughing..
point to Zara and she goes "OH!!!"
=) ....BLURRR....in a good way yea?
haha...the end...blog again soon...

2005-04-17T08:20:00.000Z

i'm updating crap

2005-03-15T15:05:00.000Z

........so sad...........
friday was the last peer leading session...........
*sniffle* ...........sigh....
well...on that day....we just sat there and talked...
haha...fun......except....
it wasnt really a great subject to talk about.......

XIN YING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i forgot to give you your present......
stupid me.......
didnt want to interrupt you while you were with your group...
so i waited...and then........
i forgot to give it to you....so sorry....
got a terrible memory........
one more thing...
letter??

hmm....i dont realli like the holidays....
got nothing to do...except............
STUDYING.....
sigh*....boring....
not enuff that my brain has turned to mush...
it HAS to become mushier.....
-.-"
wierd right?who doesnt like the holidays?
ME...muahahaaha.....lame....
odd one out*.......

but if you were in my shoes....
you would know the OTHER reason....
*its not anything to do with friends.....

2005-02-13T15:40:00.000Z

How old are you?12 and going on 13!!
How tall are you?166
What class are you in?1GR
What school are you in?S.C.G.S.
What time do you wake up?on school days or wat?on school days 5.00 am
What time do you go to bed?depends whether i finished my school work and finished studying or not
What do you find irritating?nagging,and being told wat to do when you already know it
What are your hobbies?bowling(i'm not that good at it),netball,basketball,pool,badminton and lots more...
What are your favourite subjects?i dunno
Who are you friends?Everyone lorr
Are you blur?YEA
What are you thinking of?Blank minded
What are you doing?Drinking orange juice
Who do you talk to most?Tiffany G,Tiffany K,Nayasha Cheng,Cherie Neo,Sara Choong,Eunice Lim
What do you hate doing?Stuff that people order me to do
What are your CCAs?Netball
Do you like hot or cold?cold
Do you like bright or dark?dark
What are your hobbies?i dunno
Who is/are your netball coach/s?Nicole,alethia,almus...erm..im not really sure how to spell..sorrie
What do you do most of the time?walk around,talk,play com,play basketball
Who do you hang out with?Sara Choong,Tiffany G,Tiffany K,Cherie Neo,Eunice LIm,Natasha Cheng
What do you normally do when you are bored?what i do for my hobbies lorr
Are you bored of doing this quiz?not really..
What time is it?3.30
Do you forgive and forget?Yep..most of the time
How long does it take for you to get over a mental breakdown?1 day..at least...
How often do you get pissed?hmm..i dunno...
What do you think of your parents?strict!!
What do you wish for?better grades..and sports shoes..and to noe more people..
What are you thinking of most of the time?whether i should go study or not..
Who do you miss?My peer leaders!!
What sport do you feel like playing now?netball or basketball
Who do you wanna see?i dunno...
Who is your best friend?Tiffany G,TiffanyK,Sara Choong,Eunice Lim,Cherie Neo,Natasha Cheng
What was the last movie you watched?CONSTANTINE
What movie do you want to watch now?A series of unfortunate events
Are/is your netball coach/s nice?YEA!!they ROCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
How do you find him/her/them?so hyper... -.-
What are your feelings now?blank..i wanna go back to school!!
Name the seniors you know?Nicole,Nicole,Xin Ying,Zara,Almus,Alethia,Isabel,Joan,Nicolette..hmm...quite a few more..
Aren't you tired of this?YES..and its finally over.......
The End

2005-02-03T15:45:00.000Z

Orange!!Yaay!!Yummy!!*munches with a huge grin* im so happy!
but i just noe im gonna flunk geog..bleagh..gone mad haven't i?
yup..im plain mad and insane and spastic and abnormal and cute????????
NO WAY!!!
Oh my gosh...Joan(from sec 2) keeps saying im cute!!
im NOT..i repeat..NOT cute for any reason!!-.- eew
how could i be cute?! i don't believe it!
Nonononononononononononono.......
that's just plain wrong...wrong i say!

Oh yea..i was supposed to stay back to try out for the high-jump today...
guess what..
there was no squishy thing for us to land on..
i was like..haaaah??then how can we jump??our butts will be broken way before the competition starts!
so everyone was like..ok ok..let's do it anmother time..but the ppl who are running still have to stay back..
so that's why i'm back so early!!

Plus..we did something really really bad today...
we got Ms Audrey Tan REALLY pissed off until she just walked out of class without saying anything!
i thought she was going to ask anothe class about something..
till she walked pass the back-door..then i saw her face..
oh my gosh..so darn scary u noe!!
her face was all red and looked like a STONE..JEEZ!
scared me just to look at it!!*shudders*
then the class reps went to call her back..
then ms Tan..at first she started talking really quietly..like a mouse..
then suddenly..she said "ur parent's ..........................but u r all BRATS!!!!!!!!!"
and when she said that..the poor girls in the front kinda jumped back..
cuz of the sudden change in the tone of her voice..

anyways..that's all i wanna say..

2005-01-30T16:10:00.000Z

UGH..eww..bleagh..i got a bloody cold..keep on sneezing...haha

nothing really gd to blog about...its been damn boring everyday..

nothing to do..and my stupid msn i down..i don't believe it..

argh...bloody suay thing... -.-" ..*sniffle* ..

i shall go read other blogs and download a new msn..

muahahaha..i've gone mad..not good..

i stiill have to study for geog and science today!!

Netball is gonna take up my time tomorrow..

not that i mind that is...haha

2005-01-30T08:17:00.000Z

Your Passion is Purple!

You've got a ton of passion, but you don't always wear it on your sleeve.
If something truly excites you, you let your inner intensity shine through.
But otherwise, your passion tends to morph into energy ... which you never lack.
You're a balanced woman, knowing when to turn on the fire in your heart.

What Color is Your Passion? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

2005-01-29T17:30:00.000Z

Muahahaha..i created a new bloggie!!...again!!ahahahaha

This is the THIRD time i think..cuz i keep forgetting the pass word.. -.-"

it gotta do wif my bad memory i think..yup..its so irritating lor..haha
o yea..my peer leaders are very nice..erm...both of them..zara and nicole..
cuz we kinda didnt noe our register numbers then..so..yea..
Nicole always got sweets..but that's not the point..and she is cool and damn funny!
and zara is realli nice too..she gives good advice..haha..yup!
argh..this is soo depressing..i was only playing her *no names mentioned* on the day of the leadership course..
i just splashed her with abit of water..and she got angry..
at least..i think she's angry...but i didn't mean to make her angry larr..sorry!

gotta go now..hope u forgive me..